2. Am I Seeing?

All I’ve found here is
love and light.
All I’ve found here is
all of you.
I wish I could see you for
what you are.
I…
I watched you die.
I thought I could see it, but
I saw your eyes…
closed.
I watched you die…
I don’t know what I….

3. Forgot

I forgot how to see
the world
through your eyes.
Through my eyes.
Needed you to remind me
what I
see…
Needed you to remind me,
what I see, you see.
I walk outside for hours
How can you find me?
I forgot where I am
again
again
again

5. What Color

Words seep from my fingertips
through half awake dreams,
painting pictures buried
in a half asleep mind.
Now that you heard
true lies
I grew up and forgot
what color the world is
what color the world was

6. Can’t See

I watched the world
spinning passed the calendar.
Can’t leave here…
I can’t see my face!

7. Somwhere New

Can you
stay close by?
I do
not move
I
want to
go
somewhere
new.

9. Weeduluwee

Weeduluwee!
Weeduluwee.
Weeduluwee?
Weeduluwee…

10. Seesaw

I grew up on the seesaw
watching you rise up
while I fell down.
We weren’t good friends,
we just saw each other from across the playground,
now I’m looking at how.
How do you get out of this place
where your face has
clouded my sky
and rained on me?
Cause you just
cry
cry
cry
all day
every day
and
why?
why?
why?
do I still
feel
those
tears?

11. Friend

I just want
something of yours
so you have to come
looking for me.
You see,
I hate looking for you.
Don’t like you
anymore.
You know I’ll change my mind
when I(we) next see each other
like I always do.
You,
you make me sick
when you’re away
from me.
I don’t wanna be your friend anymore!
Where are you going now?

13. Seeing

The room
crumpled beneath your eyes,
and I…
I looked inside
(your eyes).
The room crumpled beneath your eyes
and so did I.
 Each and every
fiber of my being
strained and tried
to see
just what you were seeing.

14. The Walk Home I

I rode home
in a lonely seat
I had never seen.
I
could’ve
sat
anywhere.
Anywhere on the train.
I walked all over
and over
in my mind
in my head
In a place I [feared/fear]
forever
and ever
[ago/still].
It wasn’t so bad,
no.
iI [led/got] me home
to a house
I barely know
why I’m here
anymore
I won’t sleep
forever
until
I go
away
from here
I know.

15. The Walk Home II

Never meant to
ruin your party.
I love you,
I hope you know.
Never meant to
ruin your [fun/day].
Hope you still smiled
after I wet away.
Everyone
I thought I knew.
Everyone
I knew I knew.

16. The Walk Home III

I saw you through
a foggy eyelash
an open eyelid
a strained iris
a pained mind
a pained heart
a pained soul
an old soul
and old iris
ooooh boy…
Without those boots.
This is the last you’ll see of who you know.
This is the last you’ll see of who you thought you knew.

18. Out of Tune

What’s more frightening
than standing alone,
underneath the world?
what are…
Where is my brain going?
Where has my mind gone?
Without my heart?
Oh, stop it!

19. Hey

Hey.
What do you need to fill the void?
What do you need now?
Yeah!
Look at yourself.
Make a change!
Hey, man…
look at yourself.
What are you doing here?
We were both
gonna grow old,
or something…
I don’t know,
but we won’t anymore.
I’m going away from you.
Forever.

20. Going

Universe
do you accept me too?
I trust you
to let me move.
I don’t care where I’m going
I’m just…
going
go…