Disc 1: 1. Abunoriginal
Original lyrics by Cloud

No more songs
fruitless songs about pangs
writing off all good things
like when Cole used to make
our albums warm in his basement I said

No more songs
useless songs about pains
writing off all good things
like when Cole used to make
our albums warm in his basement I said
no more

Disc 1: 2. Blind, Blind, Blind

Caught in the middle of daylight
With my night mask on
Didn't know where I was going
On account of a blinding sun
It shone in my eyes with indifference
To who I am or who I was
A child I am
In the brightness persistent
In telling me I am capable of love

To reside in a cavern of darkness
Your vision soon adjusts
At first I clung to the walls
Now I know every crack in this devilish rock
How played out my story began
And how played out is its end
So Saint Peter please
If you're holding the keys
Turn the brights off and just let me fucking in

Sick is the wicked man
Sick is what I am
Destined for redemption
Stuck between a rock and a looping of sin
I ask how to bear the journey
Of coming to see in light
I'll hold out my hands
Palms up for mercy
Admission of being blind

Coveted truth
Convergence I assume

Disc 1: 3. Sapito Lipón/Cross Paths


Original lyrics by Beach Moon/Peach Moon

Disc 1: 4. Snowflake

It’ll get so cold out and the inside will feel so warm
And my brother will be my brother again
You’re always silent like that, and the shuffle of your jacket
Could make me weak as to drop the songs
You’re always silent like that, and the slow rising of your chest
Weighs my eyes weep as to drop the songs

I don’t want to write you off, I don’t care 
What secrets I see, I don’t care
I don’t want to force you on anywhere
If my words manifest
Even just a gentle wind, I don’t care 
How much you move, I don’t care
I don’t want to change you there 
Even just a gentle wind
And my brother will be my brother again

Disc 1: 5. Lifeboat
Extra lyrics by Trestin Eeling

There are so many places
That I call my home and
I want to exist in
The skin I was born in

But it stays on my mind
My brain gets so twisted
I miss my brother
And I miss my sisters

I do
O lifeboat, take me away
Away from this cursed age

Because suffering is something
You should never hope to relate to
And no advice from your world
Could pull the demons from my soul
I'm alone
And it remains unsaid
That I hope
It's not much
But it's all I can do:
Hope

I want to exist in
The skin I was born in

Disc 1: 6. I Loe Ou

"I loe ou" dotted and dashed on our holding hands
We never grasped V or Y, you and I were
Too busy kissing and smiling
I am in luck, we got months of this paradise

Us and Lacey fell asleep
In my dream you were leaving Eden
You say "Don't take dreams so real!"
What's real is that we ate ice cream
Ice cream
Ice cream
All day/Twice a day

Our letters said there'd be an ending
Well I can't have that, no way
You make me wanna make 80k
Just so I could come home to you every day
I'd be okay
We'd be okay
We will be okay
We'll be fine

"I loe ou" dotted and dashed on our holding hands
We never grasped V or Y, you and I were
Too busy kissing and smiling
I am in love, and love keeps us in paradise

Disc 1: 7. New Year

Changing my ways for the new year
I hope it’s not too late for the new year
Take me out
I’ve been drowning
For so long
Since I started

That’s all behind me and now I am making a change

Going back to where I carved my name when I was younger
See if it’s still there, if it’s good

Take me out
I’ve been drowning
For so long
Since we parted

That’s all behind me and now I am making a change

Changing my ways for the new year
I hope it’s not too late for the new year
Take me out
I’ve been drowning
For so long
Since I started

That’s all behind me and now I am making a change

Changes
I’m changing
For the new year

Disc 1: 8. Desperation Club

man, where’s comfort now?
I’m alive somehow
man, where are you now?

pacing and waiting around
for that sweet old remembering sound


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Disc 2: 1. Haley House

Haley House: the warm water / my dirty hands
feels me the way a woman can't
but I'll grow old
know it'll hurt
but that it ain't the worst

miserere nobis

but I'll stay young
not going gray
well at least not today
lamb of god
just tell me please
how do I sing with honesty?

let peace be in me

It's all blue green
it covers me
with warms feelings
of the sweetest things
I could ever ask
so why not take the test?
So come on and come on and take me all
Take me where I belong.

miserere nobis

lamb of god
why do I have any worries in my world?

Disc 2: 2. Waiting for the Summer

I've been waiting around
Waiting for the summer to start
I've been sleeping in clouds
Waiting for the summer

But if you could only be here
It'd always be the best
But if you could only be here
I'd be the happiest

I've been hanging around
Hanging with my lover
Can't stop swimming around
Now that I've got her

But if you could only be here
I'd never feel sad
But if you could only be here
I'd always want to laugh

I've been waiting around
Waiting for the summer to start

Disc 2: 3. Allison Archer
Original lyrics by Dylan Vetere

I’ll fight for the rest of my life
I’ll set sight for the moonlight
Take your sorrows and let them go
Move on and enjoy the show

Disc 2: 4. Brush It Off

Ember light
fade into the breeze.
Burn the wind,
salt the sea.
Go, go, go!
Don’t wait for anyone!
In the morning I will clear the vines
and brush it off,
I always do.

Disc 2: 5. Memory Swipe
Original lyrics by Sonoak

As the sun sets behind mountains a shadow is cast over piñons and gold grain
Nothing could wake me like orange and yellows
I slept under Ursula spinning
And all around, nothing but silence to follow
New Mexico sunsets will kill me
Don’t forget memory swipe is a cold snow when feelings are filtered through toothaches
Don’t forget memory swipe could be rainbows
She’s good to you, it’s just her voice shakes

In New York colors are filtered through clouds and subways and bridges and buildings
Memory swipe came and washed it all out, leaving me dull, grey, and empty
Memory swipe came and washed it all out, so next thing you’ll see’s me returning

Disc 2: 7. Fly Into the Mystery

first I step with my left
then I step with my right
feel my breath
see my palms
as I wander like my mind

to be a tree ain’t my plan
but to be a better man
and while I’m here keep my cool
find my way like people do

you know it’s all just some dream
but only in the way it seems
is in your mind- even still
I’ll make peace with this I will

or lick your teeth
through your lips
in some act of defiance
I haven’t loved you since we were kids
but now I’m lost in Los Angeles

Disc 2: 8. Skymother

I only took one of them I only took one of them
But my skymother gave me
Good reason to never look him in the eyes ever again
But he’s everything I see
Sky, sky, sky, sky father
Yeah he’s everything I see

How unbelievable a feeling allah beating on my eardrums
That my skymother gave me
Good apples are the ending to my naïve Eden
Now he’s everything I see
Sky, sky, sky, sky father
Turns my lover to breeze
Sky, sky, sky, sky father
Another one under my skin

You wouldn’t tell a child about your troubles in the bedroom
Why would you share that with me?
I’m a child, I’m a child too
(Where can I look when I go to sleep?
He hides in my sky behind the eyelids in my dreams)

I’m a universal young in the bosom of the oldest
But my sky mother gave me
Good lessons on the topic of her marital predicament
But he’s everything I see
Sky, sky, sky, sky, father
Yeah he’s everything I see

I only took one of them I only took one of them
But my skymother gave me
Good reason to never look him in the eyes ever again
But he’s everything I see
Sky, sky, sky, sky father
Yeah he’s everything I see

I want every song to be a happy accident

You wouldn’t tell a child about your troubles in the bedroom
Why would you share that with me?
I’m a child, I’m a child too

What you hear isn't always free
Truth is not your only key
What you hear isn't always key
Truth is not you're always free